About Me
I am a stay home mom of 2 wonderful children. I have a BS in Communications but am considering going back to be a teacher. I am struggling personally and look forward to growing into a wonderful person that I will be proud of. I have been experiencing a year and a half of poor choices with little faith that it will cease. Someone help me Please?
Recent Entries
Tears
I have done a lot of crying the last few days. I received a Dear Tanya letter from my ex. It was difficult to read that he has really moved on and n... read more
Firsts
This was a week of a lot of 'firsts' for me. The most important being that my kids were at their Dad's for the first time for a whole week. I'm so g... read more
Best laid plans
Every year, for as long as I can remember we go camping for my birthday to a beautiful place called Clear Lake. It is a volcanically made... read more
Good Riddance Monday... can't wait for Tuesday!
This morning should have been a warning to crawl back into bed! Damn it that I didn't think about it. Two good things though... I found th... read more
They are all gone!
I had a dream about my husband last night and wanted to be close to him today. The reality of this divorce is really getting to me. Arbitration is on ... read more
50 things about me. Thanks Nittingneedle!
If you opened this, copy and paste to a new page. Then change the answers to your own, and send it to your friends! Learn 50 things about your friends... read more
Empty Nest
My children just left to go with their Dad for the week. I started crying like a baby the second they closed the door. My daughter was late getting ba... read more
He loves me!
The day was perfect. Spontaneity has a way of putting excitement into an otherwise boring day. We were both eager with anticipation. What would the... read more
Growth
Friday night... I had a great time. I came home from work, kicked off my shoes, cranked up the tunes and cleaned my house. It felt so good to be alone... read more
A new understanding
I feel like I have blogged about this before and I probably have but my husband asked me a few days ago what I talked about with Chris and it made me... read more
